Ignoring

Author's Note: 4:45 a.m. oct. 27, 2001. not really pertinent anymore, but it was sitting on my hard drive unread.



sometimes I feel
that I'm drowning in a crystal lake
I'm over my head, again
jumping into the unknown
and you love me, so you're reaching from the boat
to pull me in
but I'm laughing so hard
that I slip beneath the surface
ignoring your cries
and the pain in your eyes
and the worst thing is
that I don't mind


~shi